What fine jade I bring by car everyday to go to every large beauty spot of Beijing to play the following life of a¥. He Qi is very happy, smile sunnily. But I can see she is trying hard to disguise oneself. I was selling the picture on the west door of the National People’s Congress a¥ one evening, what fine jade is Qu Wei’s neck to come to me. I have stared at Qu Wei at one glance, tell her to bring He Qi here, smile at me in a face helplessness of hers. He Qi finds out the weak point, says to me it was she that wants Qu Wei to come together. a¥ I hey, hey, smile, say since come, help, shout together right away. They two still really cooperated, the ones that echoed each other helped me to sell the picture. The guy in Henan that a¥ happens to sell the CD passes by from my side, how many bank notes have shown off in these days and earned without restraint once seeing me, it seems that there are will and spirit me. She puts my stool outside when I see He Qi back to the residence a¥ evening, then looking at me restrainedly. I am a bit haphazard, do not dare to see her, take care of about and speech, it. I warn constantly oneself should be calm, don’t be excited, but beats in the heart arbitrarily pit-a-pat. a¥ what fine jade collect basin water come over, take me wash face, I has to act accordingly. What fine jade is washed and gargled, from embracing me gently behind. I hold her hands, have kissed it, say with a smile I should leave. a¥ she stick at back of me face, say, let me go. I have not moved, have not uttered a sound, has sat there woodenly. He Qi sees me not reflect, unclamped slowly at last. I look at her later, the tear has already flowed from her canthus. The tear which I wiped on her face gently of a¥, say, she is this best girl in the world with a smile, only the best man talent deserve her. I say that is not flattered definitely like this, not even comfort, but from the deep of the heart. I have no qualification even more. A life has no person that ensured, what is taken to love someone else. " yuan are basic, I see in a¥. " What fine jade say, speak, turn around, reach at the door moving, coming in, setting stool free get me word by word. I appreciate the place and nod towards her. a¥ way that I come back home the tear can’t help gushing out. It is so kindhearted that perhaps will not meet again this life, simple, the girl of the unreasoning passion. Blame ability and capital that can only blame me not to marry and settle down yet. Love and marriage are a heavy burden for me, I have no ability to bear it, deal in it, safeguard it. After perhaps waited for me and possess these terms, the love has been already farther and farther from me. This is reality that I must face, either accept painfully, or give up painfully. Reality and ideal always run in the opposite direction, it is in a dilemma that I fall into among them, but have to make the choice. And any choice is all extremely contradictory and painful for me. a¥ Qi He want, stay, look for copies of job, look for, find suitable work never for a long time. She make waiter in one restaurant having no choice, never expect go to work, meeting one fresh with a girl to her drunkarding, she has made a noise with guests right away. As soon as the boss sees He Qi offend guests, will dismiss her at once. What fine jade wanted me to accompany her to go to every place of Beijing to have a look around and visit in a few days hereafter, I tried hard to meet her requirement. The journey is too far I have not come with her in person when go to the Great Wall, Qu Wei spared one days and accompanied her to visit the Great Wall that day. a¥ He Qi asks me, she stays and goes home well well after the Great Wall comes back, I said with a smile I have decided. She looks at me affectionately, says everything listens to me. I want her walk she go home, I want her leave she stay right away. I bitterness laugh at, say destiny of everybody grasp among one’s own hands, anyone can not replace. What fine jade is thin for a¥ to smile, nod. She ponders that said mildly and roundaboutly for a moment: "Yuans of base, you are too dark, let people not ponder over. " I swallow misery say she can know in the future. a¥ He Qi has left. Qu Wei, with sending her to the station oldly very much. I did not see her off that day, one swam in Wanquanhe, it is all pooped out to keep visiting until. a¥ Qu Wei tells me, He Qi is very strong, very calm, very calm, smiling and leaving. She says what fine jade seemed to become suddenly reality, detached at that time. I hope all these are true, wish her to go well all the way quietly! a¥ second elder sister two brother-in-law say me to be old to sputteringly, say I it remains a bachelor to be God blind very silly. Some of relative reason of Qu Wei, she says I am too realistic, it is very tired to live like this. I have been keeping silent to this all the time. In fact, I at that time overturning rivers and seas mood, " ask you can have how much worry ink shed eastwards just like one spring such as river. "
a¥ sell for guy of CD let me sell CDs again. I depressed in those days, want how many days he wait wait until. Pet Shop, Frontline Tick, Frontline Cat, Flea Medication, Flea Remedies, china wholesale, Printer PartsPerhaps I am lucky, perhaps God helps me to be safe, when I planned to join and sell the CD, but that person has been caught by the police. The police search at his home out a case of decadent CDs, are detained for interrogation right away. Heard later that was sentenced to four years’ imprisonment. I congratulate oneself, otherwise doomed to thank to the period of time of that to feel blue. Person that enter girl friend live, arrive, together, be business to sell for CD still with other man soon. It seems enticement of money with all and loud, even if someone pay enormous cost for this, a lot of people make a desperate move. Fortunately I am not a greedy for money person, so lack a lot of risks and worried, certainly, money that should make I am unambiguous definitely. On day after day of a¥, my life is using " on one’s last leg struggle " Can’t be more suitable that description comes. Even so, I wind crown of the head wind crown of the head awfully busy still, " for life as like that as what was sung in the song, people rush about, they are pursuing anything " . Yes, I often ask oneself like this too, can not look at the end forever as the black hole in the universe in but the answer. a¥ Pan Jun comes to my residence to say good-bye, say he will go to Guangzhou, I have not asked why. This kind of thing is customary in Beijing, perhaps the good friend with a common goal will each go straight towards the things tomorrow today, shape and stranger. There are not that kind of separate forever deep and serious emotion among friend here, only bless, there is only good-bye. Jun Pan say he can come back also, must mix, go out of, call the roll hall come on in Guangzhou. I and he clap the hands to make an appointment with, may him the scene as soon as possible and come back. We had a chat while eating that day, in order to give a farewell dinner for him, I drank a glass of beer exceptionally. a¥ I come out it is very late at night, come back home gate spit first place in bar. Bo Jiang to come out, relieve oneself, see me afford to spit. I see some good intentions of his are not easy to refuse. He pushes into the motorcycle the courtyard after sending me to the room. a¥ Bo Jiang to speak, do things, get along with people well-mannered, very popular. Especially tease girl. He knows I write something, the thing talking to me on some characters once in a while at ordinary times. His memory is very good, the thing seen will not be forgotten. Remember once he sees the landscape painting cushion that I can not sell is on the bed board, say with a smile me " Cruel Tian (z h n ) The all kinds of things in nature " . I correct to immediately " Cruel Tian (t i n ) The all kinds of things in nature " ,He has smiled. In fact he intends to sound out a¥, I. He tells me afterwards few people corrected in this word, I say with a smile others know that modest, know depth like this of mine. Perhaps a¥ appreciates each other, we have become the good friend quickly through this. a¥ Bo Jiang to pieces of interesting people very much. We eat the hot pot to come back near the young south village, has never heard him sing at ordinary times once, but sang heartily all the way that day. I am influenced by him, follow him and playback and sing loudly together, the pedestrian thought on the road we were a pair of psychosises. Not so delighted that he has said a¥ for a long time, I am really. He says that it is very comfortable to come out together with me, can keep no secrets from each other. Not as in Company all wanted so meticulously what is made, especially the rookie like him. I joked I would endure slowly, the wife always boils into an old woman. He expresses a¥ without mincing words wants to become main backbones of the company in two years. This boy did what had been said, nowadays not only main backbone of the company, marry first Beijing Miss. a¥a¥
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